I thought I’d better write something on our lovely little blog here before Jason has to tell me to again- he’s so excited about the baby and I am too! I have so many thoughts that run through my head every minute of the day- I need to make a habit of listing them out here.
For now, I’ll just tell you all about a dream I had the other night that is haunting me. I dreamt that I had the baby (a girl) and we came home from the hospital. I was able to BF the baby, but then I realized that I had a ton of stuff to finish at work, so I left home and went to work. Everyone was saying, “What are you doing here?” and I just kept saying, “I have some things to finish before I can start maternity leave”. For those of you that know me- this is too close to the truth. After I’d finished my work, I came home and Jason was there with all of these trampy girls and was feeding the baby green beans and mac n cheese. I told him how he wasn’t supposed to do that- how the baby is only supposed to BF, so I tried to feed her and she wouldn’t! She only wanted green beans and mac n cheese. I was heartbroken.
So, as you can see from above, I’m having those crazy dreams. Other than that, I’m feeling pretty good. I had some cavaties filled yesterday- Jason had fun making fun of me for the evening. I haven’t felt the baby moving yet, that I know of, but I know it won’t be too long before I’m feeling him or her everyday. I can’t wait for it! And even better will be when Jason can experience that too.
I can’t tell you all how great he’s been. He’s even reading this book called “Be Prepared”- it’s very funny, but it seems to help him understand what’s coming our way. He’s learning new things with each page. Including how ugly our baby will actually be when he/she arrives 🙂 Smashed face, cone head, smashed in nose….but then there are those tiny toes, tiny fingers, and cute little baby butt.